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November 21, 2009

Ghost World - DivX Version (Normal Quality), iPod/iPhone Version

Ghost WorldGhost World (2001)

IMDB rating: 7.70

Plot: Set in the summer after graduation, Enid and Rebecca are both outsiders in a world slowly being engulfed by fake 50’s diners and Starbucks. Enid must attend an art class to officially graduate high school as Rebecca gets a job. When the two play a mean joke on a much older, geeky record collector, Enid finds a fellow soul and begins to discover the complexities of becoming an adult in the modern world.

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Directors: Zwigoff Terry

Actors: Buscemi Steve,Renfro Brad,Balaban Bob,Stevenson Jr. Charles C.,Sheridan Dave,McGowan Tom,George Brian,Healy Pat,Thyne T.J.,Comedy,Drama,

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(sorry for writing a novel, please read.) AM I AN INDIGO CHILD?
I’m a Capricorn, born December 30th with a Sagittarius moon. I believe I am, I just need a little confirmation. My Mother also believes I am.

I do have every characteristic and trait of an Indido or Crystal child, minus ADD or ADHD and strong telepathy. I find that people stare at me often and someone has once told me that they feel as when they look into my eyes they feel I am staring right through them to their soul. I also have been stopped by a woman who I believe was a clairvoyant and she said that she saw an Indigo/Violet aura around me when I was leaving church. When me and my Mother walked into the leasing office of our apartment complex, a very religious lady, who we still are friends with today, stopped us and told us that she felt the Holy Ghost when I walked into the room. I’m also a vegetarian by choice, but everyone else around me eats meat. I could never eat an animal. I decided to be a vegetarian when I was about 8 years old and I’ve stuck to it with full-discipline since. I love to eat healthy and I drink lots of water. I do like some fast food but I don’t need it so I don’t eat it. I eat organic things. Adults have said I’m very mature for my age. I pick up on people’s emotions and am effected by them. It could be anyone. If they are sad I feel myself become their current emotion, though I am very good at remaining happy, positive and in a good mood afterwards and generally. I don’t have many friends and actually prefer being alone, and sometimes I feel as I’m years older than what I actually am. It was said that I was a warrior in my past life. I have deja-vu almost everyday and sometimes I feel like other dimensions are around us, in the same area as us, but we cannot see them. Even though there are people for me to be friends with, I have no desire to be around anyone who isn’t of my kind or who misunderstands me, so I’m by myself or with my Mother a lot. I’m an actress, model and dancer, and I’ve been told that I have that "star quality" or "ooze" of a natural performer. Numerous times, after conversing with me or even looking at me, people have asked me if I was a model or actress, without any sort of clue that I already am. People stare at me a lot and even though I should be used to it because it’s so frequent, I really wonder why they do. I feel like I was put on this Earth to be nothing more than a performer and to change the world and to give the gift God gave me back to others. I didn’t choose to dance or sing or to have a beauty to be able to model, God chose this for me, so I feel as I have a mission to give back with my talents. I don’t see myself doing anything else or living a normal, average life. I’m home-schooled and love it a lot. I sort of already get the feeling of what I was put on this planet to do, and I have a tunnel vision for that. I refuse to live the normal life of just eating, sleeping, doing home-work, going to school and repeating. I’ve seen so many shooting stars lately… I really want to change the world and have an impact on human beings, influencing them to spread the and be better people. I’d choose just to disagree with certain things rather than be against it because I believe the more you put energy into being "anti" whatever, the more energy you give it, manifesting it more. I’m highly interested in the stars and find myself staring up at them, feeling as I should be one of them or way previously one of them; and not in a celebrity-famous way, in an actual Universal way. I feel so connected to them sometimes. I feel very royal and almost like a queen, and in a way I carry myself that way but not in a conceited or stuck-up way, but in a honorable way. I am obsessed with astrology, astronomy and performing. I feel most comfortable on stage and most happy on stage. I love colors and everyone says that I am beyond creative and they wonder how I pull off certain things. I take what I wear anywhere very seriously and I feel like my display to people is very important. I love fashion and clothes and shoes and am VERY knowledge in fashion designers and labels. I won’t leave the house unless I’m wearing something adorable that makes me happy. Sometimes I feel so disconnected from the world. It’s sort of hard for me to make friends, even though I’m nice, out-going and funny with some people, sometimes I can be very quite and an introvert because I feel like no one will understand me. Even though there are people for me to hang out with sometimes I’d rather be alone at home. I seek to help people. I want peace for our world so badly. I feel like if this isn’t achieved than it’s in a way my fault. Sometimes I feel so alone and like there is no one else out there like me and that I’ll never find someone out there like me to be friends with. Any other Indigos, Rainbows or Crystal children who feel the same? Sorry for the long question, BTW, the words just sort of came and I figured I’d just let them all out.

Also, to add on to all of this, I’m also a Luci
For some reason it cut off my last part… but I wrote:
"To add on this I’m also a Lucid dreamer (I know when I’m in a dream.) And I also have frequent sleep paralysis.
Sadie, you didn’t have to answer if you didn’t like the question. Act like an adult and IGNORE. No one asked for your input. I am over myself. I stated that I wasn’t at all conceited. I make sure I am humble. I was just asking for confirmation from someone who was knowledge about these beings, not someone like you who doesn’t know a thing. It’s people like YOU who are ruining our world. Close minded, ignorant and hateful people like you who don’t open their arms to anything. You need prayer. I hope you master being a open-minded person, because you won’t get anywhere judging from your irrelevant answer to my question. If you don’t like it, DON’T READ IT. Especially since it’s long. Jesus.
Sadie, my point is, if you don’t have anything nice to say, don’t say it. You obviously don’t understand what Indigo, Crystal and Rainbow children are. That beings said, don’t bother answering the question! It isn’t your interest. If you don’t understand how everything works of course you’ll think that Indigos are just "average" or whatever because you are obviously close-minded. And I won’t get caught up in my "specialness." Thank you very much.
I was seeking for anyone to tell me how special I am. I was just being honest. I was hoping for someone to come along who was an Indigo themself. No one is average. Everyone is special in their own way. You still failed to prove that you are not being close-minded. If you hate my question IGNORE IT. Bad mood or not. At the end of the day, you’re wasting YOUR time answering it. You could’ve just moved on and not did anything. You don’t understand this because you are not one of them.
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I am a parent to a son who I believe is an indigo child. But I don’t really discuss it with him, because he tries very hard to be ‘normal’, and I don’t want to worry him.

It sounds very much like you are an indigo or crystal child. I’ve done a lot of research on this, because of my own child.

He is 13 years old, but is wise beyond his years. He has been the greatest teacher for us (his dad and I).

If you haven’t already, I would suggest you look at: http://www.indigochild.com/

Lots of information there on the indigo child.

Best of luck and fortune to you as a trailblazer in the new Millennium. We need you to change the world. It can happen.

Please, seek out all the help you can get. It’s not easy being green ;o)

learningmatters | Nov 19, 2009


are you serious right now? you just described yourself and i don’t find anything extreme enough to label you as being so damn special. get over yourself! if you believe you’re an indigo child then you’re in indigo child. are you happy now?

ok ok. clueless. stop with the shenanigans, you could have just emailed me your concerns. I was in a bad mood last night and what I really meant to say for my answer was this. i’m glad your a proud indigo whatever. I’m dreadfully sorry if my answer offended you, I just can’t stand people who write novels about themselves in hopes of people telling them how special they already think they are! I suppose my answer should have just said outright that I think you’re an average person with average qualities.

Just remember that I hold the right to say whatever I choose when answering a question, just as you hold the right to not choose it as your best answer and hell, you can even give me a thumbs down! This isn’t the end of the world, you didn’t have to write another novel on my behalf telling me off.
sadie | Nov 19, 2009


Just live your life the way you think you’re supposed to and make sure that every step you take, you embraces it with a megawatt smile. Life is never too short for you to enjoy the slightest things. You are in my mind, a very special person capable of doing thing what others don’t. You have a precious thing inside of you. Make use of it to make the world a better place. Just to let you know, you’re never alone. Life is not just a life but a precious soul. You lived because you have to. You are special because you are. Enjoy!
c0oL_sEi | Nov 19, 2009

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